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28 April - Ron
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Ron
Sat, May. 28th, 2005 04:42 pm
28 April

Harry and I went for a walk the other night and that was nice. We haven't really had the chance to just talk about stuff for a while. There's been Quidditch and revising and worrying about things after Hogwarts and trying to figure out how to act now that Voldemort's dead and we don't have to be looking over our shoulder all the time anymore.

The past couple of weeks have been really surreal. I'm almost afraid to go to sleep some nights cos I'm afraid that I'll wake up and it's all a dream. I still can't believe Harry did it. I mean, I can believe he did cos I knew he could do it, but it's just really mad to think about it sometimes. Like it's not really sunk in yet. That's okay, I reckon. It should take a long time to sink in cos we've had such a long time to live with worrying about him and what he might do to us or other people.

I can tell that I'm not the only one who doesn't know how to act all the time just yet. People are walking around being happy. I can see them. They walk around being happy and every so often they stop and get this look in their eyes, like they're feeling guilty or they can't believe what they're doing. THen they remember and shake it off and go about their business again.

Bill and Professor Lupin are married now. That's good, cos Bill should be with someone he loves. I'm still surprised and all that he took up with a bloke - and Professor Lupin, no less! - but I'm just happy that he's happy in the end. Like how I'm happy with Hermione.

She's got herself a job with the Ministry, which is brilliant. I knew they'd hire her; they'd be daft not to! Harry's got his Quidditch to look forward to after we leave and finding a flat with Tony and, as for me... I don't know what I'm doing yet, other than finding someplace for Hermione and I to live and planning our wedding and making sure Mum lets Hermione have her day the way she wants it and doesn't budge in too much.

A good lot of us had a bit of a picnic out in the courtyard today, which was nice. After it was over, some people went swimming in the lake, some went out to the pitch, and others went to the Memorial Garden.

I went to the Memorial Garden. I looked after the things Harry has there for his mum and dad, and the ivy plant for his sister. Boot was there, looking after a ghost orchid he put there for his sister. He's an all right bloke, even if he can be a bit of a prat sometimes.

When I was walking back to the castle, I thought I passed Luna on her way to the memorial garden and I wanted to stop and talk to her but Colin came up telling me about how Katie's been doing, so I got sidetracked. I'll have to catch up with her later. And Ginny.

It's so odd. Ginny's right here, same as always, and I feel like we haven't talked in ages. I miss my Ginlet. I'll have to go paint some chicken feet on her trunk or something, just to see what she'll do.

Current Mood: okay okay

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