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So I told Harry about what I Saw. I reckon that went all right.… - Ron
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Ron
Mon, Dec. 6th, 2004 04:19 pm

So I told Harry about what I Saw. I reckon that went all right. Harry said I'm his best mate and he didn't have to tell me he thought I was being a right idiot. I could tell he thought I was being one just from his tone. And I was.

I can't help how I feel, now can I? Even if I know deep down that what I Saw isn't so and won't ever happen, that part of me that's always felt as though I've to do something special to stand out from the rest of my brothers and sister is still there. And sometimes that part of me gets really damned loud. Things are hard to ignore when they're really damned loud.

Sometimes when things are really really quiet, it gets hard to ignore them as well. Like Harry. He's been quiet, or at least quiet-like about certain things lately.

He told me that he's been thinking on his mum and dad a lot and, well, that makes me feel badly. I don't know how he feels exactly cos I've always had Mum and Dad and I wish I could say things to make him feel better.

We talked a bit about that mirror we saw first year and I think I'm going to go look for it for him. That's the only way I know of other than pictures that Hagrid gave him that he'd be able to see his mum and dad again.

Christmas hols are coming up and I'm not sure what I'm doing the whole time. Of course I'm going home; Mum would skin me if I didn't. But Harry won't be there straight away as he wants to spend a few days with Sirius. Hermione is going to be with her Mum but I'm wondering if maybe they'd come to the Burrow. I'll have to have Mum owl her Mum. I guess this means I've to ask Hermione if she's told her mum about us yet, cos if she hasn't she'd going to ruddy well have to before coming over to the Burrow for hols. Mum would give her mum a sodding heart attack going on about whatever wedding things it is mad mums go on about.

Right then. I'm going to see if I can find Neville to ask him about plants for the Memorial Garden that they're doing. I have people to memorialise there...for my mum and for Harry. Maybe I'll run into Seamus; I'm not sure if his support meeting thing is tonight or tomorrow night.


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