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It was our anniversary on Monday. The first of many, she said. And… - Ron
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May 2005
Thu, Nov. 4th, 2004 06:16 am
It was our anniversary on Monday. The first of many, she said. And now that I have time to really think about things? I can't believe I did that. I'm not meaning for that to sound like I don't want that to have happened. That's not it at all. I'm glad it happened. But it almost feels like it happened to someone else, sort of. It feels that way cos it feels so big and right now I feel really small cos I keep thinking about what all of this is going to mean now. And what this is all really going to mean is that we're going to be like my mum and dead. Well, it isn't like she's going to be like my mum and stay home to have a bazillion Weasleys and I'll go work in the Misuse of Muggle Artifacts office. It just means we'll be like them by the way we live, which isn't a bad thing at all, just different. But that's okay cos I always like seeing Mum smile when Dad pops home from the Ministry. You can always see just how happy she is right in her eyes; they get brighter than the ring dad gave her. And now Hermione has the ring that Mum's dad gave her mum and I hope I get to see her eyes brighter than that when I pop home from work, just like my mum and dad.

I don't really know when this is all going to happen; all I know is that it will. And that's not a bad thing at all.

Well, mostly.

Not that it's bad, mind, but now I have more stuff to worry about besides helping Harry to beat Voldemort. I have to think about how I'm going to ever be able to get a place for Hermione like she deserves. And I also have to worry about Harry even more cos he was sort of dodgy when we told him what happened. it wasn't like he wasn't happy for us but, well, I don't know really. I reckon I should have said something to him beforehand but I didn't. I didn't want to jinx anything or tell him and then have Hermione tell me I'm a nutter or if I chickened out and didn't do it at all. I should have told him anyway. I know that now but it isn't like I can change the fact that I didn't.

I'll just have to spend more time with Harry is all. We didn't really get to spend Sunday together like usual cos we (me, Harry, and Hermione) met up with Seamus to go visit with Dean's parents before heading to King's Cross to catch the train back to Hogwarts. Dean's parents didn't seem to be as sad as I thought they would be, although I reckon they were just so happy to see his mates and get a chance to talk about adn remember him. Dean's mum was really nice; she brought out this great big thing of Dean's art and gave us each one of his drawings to remember him by. My picture is wicked; it's a drawing he did one afternoon sitting in the Quidditch stands watching Ginny, me, and a few others having a little scrum. I'll have to send his mum post telling her thank you again. I bet she'd like that.

I also need to owl Mum and thank her. I can't believe she didn't send me an owl on Saturday night after I sent Pig to the Burrow for Ginny asking her to talk to Mum about Grandmum's ring. I reckon I also ought to tell Bill and Charlie and Fred and George about it, too. Well, maybe not Fred and George straight away cos God only knows what sort of 'congratulations' parcel they might send us.

There's a lot of stuff I want to get down in here (like the Muggle museum and picnic and mov-ee thing and how I want one of those shiny wands now like I saw in the mov-ee) but I think instead of doing that I should get ready to go to class. I think later on today I'll go see Bill and Charlie...and then I am going to convince Harry that we need to go flying.