I almost lost her the other night.
When I close my eyes I can still see that blasted dream. We're in her dad's kitchen and I can't move and I can't talk. All I can do is watch as she
torture and kill her dad.
I don't know how we can be in each other's dream like that but I'm not going to question it, really. It only happened once before -- when I was with Harry's aunt in that house and...yeh. I think it's got something to do with my Sight but I'm not sure. It doesn't matter much how
. All that matters is that we can do that cos it helped me save her. I think she would have 'died.' Not died, really, but gone into a coma or whatever all of the others are in. No one really knows what's going on with that. Plenty of our house- and school-mates are in one of those comas and I'm glad it didn't happen to Hermione. I wish to Merlin she didn't have to dream what she did. I don't think I was ever so scared as I was Sunday night. It was worse than the sodding acromantulas, Fluffy, devil's snare, big giant scary wizard chess, mad Padfoot, Professor werewolf Lupin, the Whomping Willow, the Chamber of Secrets, dad being bitten by that big sodding snake, the Department of Mysteries, that accident in Hogsmeade last year, and every other sodding bad thing that's happened all rolled into one.
If I lost her or Harry, I don't know what I'd do with myself.
They're like a part of me. It sounds daft or something but it's true. Without them'd be just as bad as without limbs and digits and my heart. I'm going to do my bloody damnedest to make sure nothing sodding happens to either one of them.
I'm also going to do my bloody damnedest to find some bleeding answers about what's been happening to everyone. Dad's avoiding owling me and Professors Lupin and Snape and even Bill are trying to placate me and get me to shut my gob but I'm not going to do it. I won't. I've sodding HAD IT. I'm cross as bloody hell and I'm not going to stand for it anymore.
And if anyone is too chicken to say if they are for or against Voldethingee, then SOD THEM. They can piss off, the ruddy cowards. Like Hermione said, there is no middle ground. Choose a side. Don't try and stand on the line that isn't there.