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I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what to say. What… - Ron
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Ron
Fri, Jun. 25th, 2004 07:48 pm
I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what to say.

What can I say, really?

Sorry I choked your aunt to death, Harry?

Sorry I got her blood everywhere, Harry?

Sorry I made you have that dream and made you See it somehow and likely went mad for a bit, Hermione?

Sorry, but I don't want either of you near me on account of how buggered up I am cos it'll rub off on you?

Bloody hell.

I've just wanted to be by myself and no one will let me be. I don't want to talk about this shite. I told them once and I told Bill and Charlie once and that's it. I know Gin wants to ask me and I know Mum and Dad and everybloodyone else on the sodding planet wants to know but I just don't want to talk about it.

I don't want to think about it.

I've half a mind to perform a Memory Charm on myself.

It'd be better than looking at my face in the mirror every day and knowing that not only did I kill someone but I also gave my best mate a death sentence.

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