She's still avoiding me.
I guess I've kind of been avoiding her too since I've been staying away from places where we're likely to run into each other.
I know I should just stop it and let her find me but I don't want to. I'm not ready for what she's got to say to me. And if she can't find me, she can't tell me to sod off for good, now can she?
I don't know what to do.I don't know.
Harry likely thinks we're being total berks. He's not said as much but, well, he doesn't have to. I know him and that eyeroll thing he does. I've not told him exactly why Hermione and I aren't getting on but he's not daft. It's pretty obvious we're getting good at ignoring each other lately. Merlin. I want to tell him but at the same time, it's kind of private and I can't. I mean, if Hermione wasn't his best mate as well, I'd tell him. But she is so I'm not cos I respect her privacy. It isn't likely that she'd be thrilled with Harry knowing that things started getting dodgy between us when she wanted to shag and I didn't on account of-- It just wouldn't be right if I told Harry all that.
How in the bloody hell I'm going to get through Charms and DADA today, I've not a clue. I just hope Charlie doesn't rib the two of us. Bugger, that's all we'll sodding need.
I love her so much it hurts and if she tells me to piss off for good, I think I just might die.